Exclusive Interview with Trucker Writer
Tuesday, July 15th, 2008We recently had the opportunity to ask Trucker’s writer and director James Mottern some questions about the film and thank him for taking some time out of his busy schedule to respond.
If you could use one word to describe “Trucker” what would it be?
James Mottern: One word? Oh, dear, um, well - beautiful? Maybe you should ask me what kind of tree I would be. I could answer that more easily. But, yeah, “beautiful” - to me at least.
While you were writing “Trucker” did you always intend to direct it yourself?
JM: Originally I had intended on directing it but then I tricked myself into thinking someone else could do it. After I had optioned it and that option expired (actually the company went out of business) and I got it back again I told myself I would direct it or it wouldn’t get made.
You’ve directed documentaries in the past but “Trucker” is your first feature film, were there any differences that really surprised you?
JM: In a way documentaries are more difficult because you are very intent on finding a story that may or may not exist. And it is very discouraging when you cannot find what you thought you had - you can waste a lot of time and money; but then sometimes in docs it is so awesome when the story you didn’t know you were looking for is right there and is maybe even better, or at least, deeper than the one you had set out to tell. In features it is already set out on the page so you know what you must do each day. So in that sense I think features are easier, really. However, maybe I approach features in a similar way as documentaries in the sense that I really try to leave myself open to the story and let it tell itself and let the actors tell it, too, and in that way sometimes I maybe see something I never thought of and it is, you know - “beautiful.”
“Trucker” has been a personal journey, how has seeing the film through from beginning to end affected you?
JM: Well, it’s really changed my life in the sense that it was so very difficult to accomplish and in its difficulty I hopefully found a certain degree of humility but also an understanding of the true nature of an artistic endeavor which is first and foremost committment I think - although I could be wrong. In making a film you really believe in, that is hard to get done, a difficult subject and so on, you really have to turn yourself over to something that is outside of you or outside of your family and say to yourself “This might just **** fail.” It’s hard on the heart but if you get through it and feel you’ve made something good you also feel peace in your battered heart - and excitement to make another one, too!
You faced a lot of difficulties in getting “Trucker” made, was there ever a point you felt like giving up and if so what inspired you to keep going?
JM: Yeah, I faced a lot. There are harder things in life, but this was a tough one. Anyway, it was a little before Thanksgiving ‘06 and I had heard rumblings that my financing was going to drop out. Michelle Monaghan had been cool all along the way about getting the money and so forth; very patient. Anyway, I was feeling pretty bad as another company that was going to make the film had gone out of business at the eleventh hour - and now this other comapny was on the ropes, too. Yeah, I was really feeling pretty damn bad. But then late one night on email Michelle sent me this sort of montage to music she and her husband had made. They’d gone out to Riverside and just shot a few photos and then her husband Pete, who’s a very good graphic artist, by the way - he did the poster for the film - made this montage of Michelle as Diane out in the desert there and it was really so lovely. I’m not going to embarass myself and say I cried, but, yeah, it meant something to me right then as I was up against it. In a way I’d like everyone to see that little film because it really touched me quite a bit that they’d gone and done that. I’m going on and on but the reason is that it was that night that I said I’m going to make this **** movie come hell or high water. I can’t let this woman down. A few days later I found out the production company had gone under and my financing DID actually drop out; but I got some money later on and went and made the movie and it turned out well I think.
How did you respond when Michelle Monaghan insisted on learning to drive a truck in order to produce a believable character for the film?
JM: Well, we had talked about it a little bit when I first met her and I always told her she didn’t have to if she didn’t want to. But in my heart I felt that she really needed to do it for the character and for the driving in the film. But, listen, I’m not going to teach an actor his or her process. That’s up to them. She knew where I was coming from but it came from her to do it. She had been driving for a couple of days and she called and said it was going well but if she couldn’t learn to drive the truck then she couldn’t do the film and she wonderd if I agreed. I said, “Yeah, okay.” But in my heart I was like, “Shit, I hope she learns to drive the **** truck or I don’t have a movie.” But she learned to drive it great as I really never had a doubt she would. It really never occured to me that she wouldn’t ultimately drive that truck. It seems kind of funny in hindsight as it is actually quite difficult to do. But like her driving instructor Phil told her, Michelle’s got big balls.
Why did you cast Nathan Fillion?
JM: If you watch that movie SLITHER you’ll see it is a somewhat unusual combination of a traditional Troma picture and a big budget movie; kind of a hybrid. In a way it’s a few movies in one. But there’s a sense of purpose in that movie and it comes from Nathan. He has this way of being very manly and yet self-deprecating, even touching on self-loathing. It’s like he approaches the role very lightly - not like an actor who is trying to blow you off the screen. He approaches it in such a relaxed and easy way that it seems almost effortless, but it’s not flippant; with Nathan there’s always something behind the eyes. That is very, very hard to do. But he was the spine of that film; he grounded it and made it feel real. In SERENITY very similar. And that face. He is very handsome, but there’s something going on with that right eye and there’s something about that incredible nose. It’s not perfect and yet it is perfectly Nathan. And of course the chin which I think if you see my film, there’s one shot where his chin nearly steals the scene. Seriously, it’s pretty remarkable. That’s all I’ll say. But anyway, Nathan has this easy going, yet at the same time DEEP thing going on. I can not exactly put my finger on it. But part of it is that he is one of the most humble people I have met. Not just actors mind you - but people. He has no agenda except to do good work. He puts on no airs. He’s extremely engaging and to me so watchable. I also had this feeling that he and Michelle would have great chemistry and I was right. Those are some of the reason I cast Nathan. I hope I can cast him again. I think he is underated in his naturalness and yet that is what makes him so very great.
You’re currently working on the screenplay for the comedy Boomerang, how’s that going?
JM: That’s going really well. It’s a comedy but sort of Hal Ashby-ish in temperment and I’m casting it right now. Working on something sort of harrowing for Michelle and hopefully she’ll do it in a while after baby comes and they get settled in with that. I have children so it takes a little while but I’m sure she and her husband are going to do just fine. They’re great people.
Were you surprised to discover that “Trucker” had a fan website before the film was even released?
JM: Yeah, I was excited. Honestly, when I was writing TRUCKER I was sort of in a strange point in my life; a little difficult. I was living out in Riverside where I ended up shooting the film and I just wrote the damn thing and was having a tough time of it. It’s a strange experience to write something from sort of a hard place and then you put it out there and people kind of get on board for it and then what came from some degree of suffering is suddenly a hell of a lot of fun and maybe it entertains people, etc. Thanks for putting together this site.
Is there anything else you’d like to add?
JM: Maybe just if you believe in something keep at it as when it’s all over you’ll know in your heart you gave everything to it.
